Laughing to Survive: The Fawn Response and the Cost of Forced Humor

How Childhood Fawning Shapes the Adult Self

When I was around seven years old, my much older sister told me a story that I had been found abandoned in a sewage hole—“a shit-filled pit”—and that she had rescued me and brought me home. She repeated this story for decades, laughing at how “stupid” I was to believe it, and how upset and tearful I became as a child.

Even into adulthood, during holidays, she retold it as entertainment. Others laughed, too—including me.

But that laughter wasn’t joy. It was compliance. It was survival.

As a child, I fawned—laughing along, minimizing my hurt, trying to be “in on the joke” so I wouldn’t be shamed further, and told I needed a thicker skin to be able to take a joke.

Those moments taught my nervous system a lesson:

“If I laugh, I stay safe. If I object, I get abandoned, humiliated, or attacked.”

This is the essence of the fawn response.

What Laughing in a Fawn Response Really Is

Laughing in a fawn response is not humor—it is a nervous system strategy. It’s what happens when a child learns:

• It’s safer to please than to protest

• Connection (even painful connection) feels safer than rejection

• My true feelings are unwelcome, so I must hide them

Fawning develops when a child’s needs, pain, or boundaries are dismissed, mocked, or ignored. The child internalizes: “My safety depends on your comfort.”

So instead of crying, confronting, or walking away, the child fawns—laughing, smiling, appeasing.

How This Can Affect the Adult Version of That Child

Carrying this pattern into adulthood can shape behavior, relationships, and self-worth in powerful ways:

• People-pleasing as default: Saying “yes” when you want to say “no,” apologizing for existing, or prioritizing everyone else’s emotional comfort over your own.

• Difficulty setting boundaries: Because, as a child, boundaries led to punishment, abandonment, or ridicule.

• Confusing mockery with love: Because the nervous system was trained to accept disrespect as “connection.”

• Shame when expressing emotions: Feeling “too sensitive,” “too much,” or “dramatic” when having valid feelings.

• Attracting unsafe or one-sided relationships: Because the inner child still believes love must be earned, appeased, or performed for.

• Feeling responsible for other people’s emotions: Trying to fix, soothe, or pre-anticipate everyone’s reaction.

• Suppressed anger, amplified anxiety: When every conflict feels like danger.

These are not character flaws—they are survival adaptations.

Color Wellness Healing Suggestions

Color therapy can support unwinding fawn-based trauma by helping the nervous system learn emotional safety, boundary setting, and self-worth.

Color	What It Supports	How to Work With It
YELLOW	Self-worth, personal power, reclaiming voice	Wear yellow glasses when journaling or saying affirmations like “My feelings are valid. My voice matters.”
ORANGE	Inner child healing, emotional release	Use orange during meditation to allow old stuck emotions (shame, humiliation, fear) to move through instead of being swallowed down.
GREEN	Heart healing, compassion, self-acceptance	Use green when working on self-forgiveness and releasing the internalized shame of “laughing along.”
BLUE	Speaking truth, boundary setting	Wear blue glasses before difficult conversations or when practicing saying “no” without guilt.
RED	Root safety, grounding the nervous system	Use red for grounding exercises to retrain the body that conflict does not equal danger.
VIOLET	Rewriting soul-level patterns	Pair violet with breathwork to release generational or familial emotional imprinting.

*Laughing in a fawn response is a people-pleasing behavior where an individual may laugh, smile, or act overly agreeable to avoid conflict or perceived threats. This is a subconscious survival strategy, often developed in childhood, to appease others and maintain peace, especially in a person's own needs or feelings are disregarded. It can also be a manifestation of shame, where someone blames themselves for past trauma and feels that laughing is a way to cope or prevent further harm. 

Why someone might laugh in a fawn response

• To avoid conflict:

  Laughing can be a way to diffuse tension in situations where a person feels unsafe or threatened. By appeasing the other person, they hope to prevent a negative reaction. 

• To keep the peace:

  A person may laugh at something that isn't funny to avoid making waves or causing an argument. This behavior is often rooted in a need to be agreeable to a caregiver or partner. 

• To hide shame or self-blame:

  Laughing or smiling when discussing a painful experience can be a sign of deep-seated shame or self-blame, where the person believes they deserved the abuse or that it was their fault. 

• To appear non-threatening:

  The fawn response is about appeasing a threat, and smiling or laughing can be an affiliative display to show that they are not a danger. 

• To maintain control:

  By making themselves seem agreeable and non-threatening, the person tries to gain some control in a situation where they feel powerless. 

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How this impacts individuals

• Loss of autonomy:

  People-pleasing behaviors like fawning can lead to a loss of self and the inability to express one's own needs, wants, or feelings. 

• Difficulty with boundaries:

  The fawn response can make it hard to set and maintain personal boundaries, leading to exploitation or abuse. 

• Emotional impact:

  This coping mechanism can lead to a variety of negative mental health effects, including resentment, powerlessness, and emotional dysregulation. 

• Relationship strain:

  The need to constantly please others can cause resentment and lead to anxiety and fear of losing the relationship, often resulting in an anxious attachment.

  
  

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